{/RAINBOW MAGIC}

all about me

ma. ana helena lacanilao alcala; marian/helena; may 2, 1987; st.paul college of pasig, university of santo tomas;cheerful; kinda tall; runner; optimistic

LIKES

rainbow colors, pink and purple; green and pink; pastel colors; powerpuff girls; rugrats; tv; text; computer; laughing; playing; friendly people, cheerful, makes you feel special and important, loving, caring, playful; ice cream; coffee crumble cake; honey stars milk &berries; crunch; snickers; ferrero; nutella; lays; ruffles; cheetos; pasta; pizza; french fries; nuggets; reese's, tronky

LOVES

my family, paulinians, relatives, UST friends, God of course

DISLIKES

backstabbers, people leaving you behind, feeling, mayabang, and doesn't give importance to education, disrespectful, hard drinkers and smokers, monkeys(literal to); SM sign outside the buliding

EXITS

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aggie
ale
inna
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luanne
kam
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lia
minnie
lourayne
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juris_multiply
my multiply
friendster account

RANTS

good old memories

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Sunday, May 28, 2006

i'm not in the mood lately to write something down...well, i guess i'm in the mood right now... obviously... i can't remeber what i did last week... oh well..,

last week, my mom was so stressed that she immediately decided to swim at club manila east the next day (friday)...we were suppose to be with my cousins, but they have other errands to do... so we went there...just the two of us...ultimate bonding(?!)... we had fun talaga... she was able to get some rest, at last... and she looks happy...thank God...

if you see me now, you'll probably be shocked because of my change in color... hmmm... not 'negra' naman... hmmm... reddish?tanned? watever... surpisingly though, it looks good on me... buti nalang...

ANYWAY,

jam will be leaving this thursday... wah!! i can't help but cry when i found out that she is officially leaving the country...*sniff*... why does the people close to me, after sometime has to leave?... can't blame them. it's just that, it happened to me so many times...c'mon!

i'm really sad. jam is like one of my closest friends in UST... i'll miss her high-pitched greetings, her 'da-moves', lahat!! haaay...life...

WE WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH JAMY!!!! TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!!! WE'LL BE HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT...*mwah*suuuperHigpitHug*

so there...

i'm okay now...(i'm talking 'bout my recent prob)...i'm not thinking 'bout it anymore, well, i'm trying...i can't just sit and be sad about it...ryt? time can only tell...

"if it's really for me, then it will happen again................"

Yover the rainbow;

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Sunday, May 21, 2006

3 posts in one day? what's wrong with me?

well, i guess, i'm bored and really lonely lang talaga...

there are some things that i don't understand, that i want to settle, but, i just can't... i can't settle this on my own... time can only tell...

why is it that you're happy one time, then all of a sudden, there will be some things that will happen that will pull you really down? i know. cz m experiencing it right now.

anyway,

LOVE- a very broad word, a wonderful feeling yet it can cause you soo much pain... well, it is risky that's why, one might experience being happy or not to be happy... everybody chooses to be happy of course, who doesn't?

me, i'm happy naman that i'm feeling inlove, really... though sometimes it gets so confusing... if should i stop na? or should i keep on being inlove? i choose parin siguro the second one... di namn napipigilan pag ganyan... confusing lang kc parati that makes me sad talaga...i'm happy and yet sad at the same time...

will someone please catch me?
i'm falling into pieces................

Yover the rainbow;

Sunday, May 21, 2006

MAY 19
...i forgot to include in my entry about the bonding time with the tropa the other day...well, not the whole tropa, just me, rayne, arden, ced, and our special guest faye dungo..hehe..

anyway, met ced frist at the tambayan , cz the other one was late...joke...before that, went to mini stop to buy loose powder for rayne...hehe..anyway, so there, chatted for a while, then here comes rayne...went to AB pav to meet up with arden and faye before they go to class... their class will end at 3:00pm pa, so we ate lunch muna at mcdo carpark, laughed, updated, talked for a while... tambay near the arc of the century until 3pm then met up with arden and faye again, then off to megamall..

MEGAMALL:
we dnt have much time left, so we went iceskatng kagad... faye was our new student...hehe... both rayne and ced knew how to skate na...kulitan galore lang, together with the girl we just met there...her name is aggie...makulit na bata...but cute though, she was teaching us how to do 'da moves'...1 hr over...........................tama na skating.......................

ate at tokyo tokyo... sumo meals...hay i thought di mauubos yung food, i got really full kagad, eh since ced and i shared the food(viand), di naman na sayang...*sorry and thanks*... anyway... ate icecream after...snowstorm was the name...taste like...coconut?...hehe... then, uwian blues na...

rode the MRT...and there...

Yover the rainbow;

Sunday, May 21, 2006

well, just yesterday we went to my cousin's baptism...and i was the ninang...good thing i'm close to him, i'm always at their house so i could just try my best to be a godparent to him..ha! anyhoot, ate at max's after with the lacanilao family together with the officemates of my tita... then went straight ahead to 9 waves at san mateo, rizal...so many people, but i really enjoyed... my cousin's, their friends and I played habulan in the pool...and there's this time that i almost drowned...whew! thanks to some knowledge about swimming, coz i could've i drowned if i don't know how to...

today, i drove my mom off to work at quezon city, woohoo, exciting...after almost 1 and a half month of not driving, good thing i still remember how to drive... and somebody ordered via phone, eh we're close during sundays, so i was the one who delivered at quezon ave... with one helper naman...i can't carry those...

i was happy, all of a sudden, i don't understand my mood...what i can say lang is, i cried... it's so hard to fight for what you feel, really... should i give up? should i stop? what?? i know na i will be risking something, pero... ewan... aaarrgghhh... i feel so lonely!!!

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

Yover the rainbow;

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Thursday:
chuckie and i met up today...i will be the one to enroll him on june1...*excited*... m excited to enroll na... i just so thankful xe that i made it to second year with good grades...wooohoo... anyhoo,, after,, i strolled around and bought my mom a mother's day gift...a make up and a wall display from papelmeroti...looked for a skirt at cinderella and dept. store...and yess... i found one...!!

Friday:
went to abiog's house...with pas and luanne...nag-chill... played crazy taxi, slapjack, and ate LOTS of pancit canton...yum2... addict kme dun! haay... i had fun...i always do enjoy when we're all together...

Saturday:
Luanne, Abiog and I went to the mall... I bought the skirt that I wanted... at last... yipee... played at the arcade... *mrunong nko nung drums*...yeah! bought mini donuts then went straight to Luanne's place to play again, and eat pancit canton...wahaha... and drank lots RC...*burp*

Sunday:
HAPPY MOM'S DAY... my mom cried because of the letter that i gave her...*awww*... and we made her special that day...nothin biggy but we made her happy...

*hmm, the rest of the week, back to the store... and making gulo at the house of my cousins... ha! aand... today, thursday, STORE BLESSING...m so thankful... really...
*m so excited tom... ced, rayne, arden and I will go skating again...wohooo...i miss them so much...

Yover the rainbow;

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

*whew*
it's been a week since i've posted here...i think
well, as what i've said we've been busy relocating the store... and everyday i go there to help, not the sort of 'technician-electrician-plumber' help kinda thing, but it is i who assist my mom... and during the latter of part of the construction or should i say the finishing touches, what i do is mop, sweep the floor, decorate, carry empty bottles, something like that... *macho!*... ha! *phew* that was really tiring...as in...but thank God...ta-da! we're finished... we started operating today... just doing the decorations to make it more pleasing to the eyes...thngs like that... but then again...we're done! after all the problems that happened...haaay....what a relief... and what really made me happy isa that i've done so much for it, contributed a lot without any complaints... i mean, yes, the 'tired effect' is acceptable, but the 'ayoko na tumulong' phrase, it didn't entered my mind...naks!---
anyhoo, just the other day this is what i want to say to somebody "u really piss me off!! to the highest level"---i don't like the attitude of backstabbing, really... you're not helping us na nga, you keep on demanding and complaining pa when a single task is assigned to you... oh please... i don't want to jot all the things that i wanted to tell him the other day, i don't want to get mad na... i just wish he would be more sensitive...please lang...
change topic...this is funny... a while ago, (cz i was at the house of my cousins), my other tita arrived then asked us why does she have to give us a hundred bill(cz my other cousin asked) then my cousin answered: "kc nakapasa ako sa accounting";
then my other cousin said: "nakapasa ako ng UST";
then i don't know what to answer cz there's nothing biggy that happened, so i just said: "mgssecond year nako!"---so what? walang connection...*toink!*

bye.
i miss my friends big time!

Yover the rainbow;

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Thursday, May 04, 2006

WEEK of My Birthday...

May 1
...i just came home from my cousin's house, as what i have said in my previous entry... anyway, i just woke up cz someone keeps knocking on the the gate... no one stood up, everybody are still sleeping, so i stood up nalang and opened it...well, its reasonable nmn cz its already 9am... i took a bath and got dressed, cz i thought my mom would pick me up already, i ended up waitng for her...its okay, cz i played warcraft...i think its kinda fun...wala lng...anyway, i was picked up at around 3pm then wentto market market...woohooo...

Market2x:
we wnt first to home market, cz my mom has to but some things for the store, mga pang designs chuva...we ate at pizza company after...i was touched by what my mom said while we were eating...
Mom: wow, mgbbirthday kna bukas
Me: *smiling*
Mom: (suddenly cried a little)
Me: bkit ka umiiyak?
Mom: through your whole life, you've been nothing but a good person & good soul...

super ntouch ako... i mean, what she said to me, it seems that she looks at me as a perfect person,..sometimes i'm pressured though...i have to be careful with my actions... but, why would i be scared if i'm enjoying naman acting normal without hurting others' feelings...especially her feelings...so...pressured pa?? nah!...

some people texted me today, they thought that its my birthday today... others greeted me in advance...thanks guys...

MAY 2!!!!!!!
ma. ana helena lacanilao alcala's birthday.....
yay! its my birthday... and m so surprised when woke up at aroung 5am... 13 people texted me at 12 am... how nice... so there, went to the church to attend mass at around 7am, after that we ate breakfast, then went back home... my mo and brother left, they have to go to the store... so i thought that i was all alone...
3pm:
heard a tricycle, and laughters...RAYNE and TIN gave me a surprise something for my birthday...grbe...i was really happy... tin gave me a huge message in a bottle, while rayne gave me this vdeo clip with voive over pa...that includes the messages of my other besmates... sweeettt!! i kept on watching the vdeo...it really makes me smile...

may 3
went to padre faura to meet my dad, ate at harbour view...super yummy ng food...ate nilsing na hipon, baked tahong, lechon kawali and a tumbler of iced tea..*burp* buuusssooogg! then strolled at baywalk...then went home...i cnt describe the feeling that time... but m sure that m happy...really...

may 4:
i have a new guitar! thanks ma!

*poooofff*

Yover the rainbow;